Having gone to the USA for my first, second, fourth, fifth, eighth and fourteenth choices, and Ireland for my third and fifteenth, Scotland for my sixth, England for my seventh, ninth, tenth and twelfth, Canada for my eleventh, and Australia for my thirteenth and sixteenth, I choose to go back to the Canada again for my seventeenth.
I could have chosen three songs from the pen of that late great Canadian, Stan Rogers, here: his acclaimed Lock-Keeper, his rousing The Mary Ellen Carter, and the achingly bittersweet First Christmas. I have opted for the last-named.
The first thing my wife and I do every Christmas Day without fail, is to play this Stan Rogers masterpiece...link below lyrics...
First Christmas words and music by Stan Rogers This day a year ago, he was rolling in the snow With a younger brother in his father's yard Christmas break, a time for touching home, The heart of all he'd known And leaving was so hard Three thousand miles away, Now he's working Christmas Day Making double time for the minding of the store Well he always said, he'd make it on his own He's spending Christmas Eve alone First Christmas away from home She's standing by the train station, Panhandling for change Four more dollars buys a decent meal and a room Looks like the Sally Ann place after all, In a crowded sleeping hall That echoes like a tomb But it's warm and clean and free, And there are worse places to be And at least it means no beating from her Dad And if she cries because it's Christmas Day She hopes that it won't show First Christmas away from home In the apartment stands a tree, And it looks so small and bare Not like it was meant to be, Golden angel on the top It's not that same old silver star, You wanted for your own First Christmas away from home In the morning, they get prayers, Then it's crafts and tea downstairs Then another meal back in his little room Hoping maybe that "the boys" will think to phone Before the day is gone Well, it's best they do it soon When the "old girl" passed away, He fell apart more every day Each had always kept the other pretty well But the kids all said the nursing home was best Cause he couldn't live alone First Christmas away from home In the common room they've got the biggest tree And it's huge and cold and lifeless Not like it ought to be, And the lit-up flashing Santa Claus on top It's not that same old silver star, You once made for your own First Christmas away from home First Christmas away from home.
What a song this is… and what a singer…!!
The lyrics need little explanation from me… and they sit so comfortably on the most touching of melodies. The sheer musicianship of his ensemble is top-drawer, with brother Garnett Rogers’ fiddle being so authoritative, and the band’s glorious trademark use of crescendo being oh-so-persuasive.
Suffice to say that the song explores the different Christmas Day experience of three individuals: a young man who has emigrated across The Atlantic; a young runaway girl living in a Salvation Army hostel; and an elderly man recently widowed and basically coerced by his - hopefully well meaning - sons, into going into an old folks home. (Let’s hope they have not sold his house, whilst he is dealing with the trauma of being somewhere one senses he does not want to be: methinks he would sooner be living with one or other of his children.)
Thinking about Stan’s lyrics… I once got into a "debate" with a dear friend when she told me she had changed a word or two of what are to me the sacred lyrics of Stan’s extraordinary song The Mary Ellen Carter... in her public performances of that song.
It wasn't just the fact that she called it Mary Ellen Carter... I am used to that. So many people talk of that song, and yet always forget the title has four words in it: they omit the definite article*.
No... it was her changing "But insurance paid the loss to us so let her rest below"... and striking "us", and inserting "them". I tried to explain that there was no inherent flaw in the logic of what Stan was saying there, but she would not have it... and in the end, I too accepted her change was not a hanging offence. I told her that far greater crimes had occurred with versions of that song I had encountered in my now home county of Lincolnshire: I remember almost losing my marbles when I heard Market Rasen group Da Capo deliver Stan’s powerful words "With smiling bastards lying to you everywhere you go" as... (wait for it...)... "smiling toe-rags" !!!!
At the time, I counted up to ten, and just avoided storming the stage.
Anyway, I tell you all this, because - when it comes to Stan - I have for over 40 years, always done my bit to proselytise and urge people to embrace that Canadian giant.
And so it came to pass that I said to my friend... "listen kid, THE song of Stan's you ought to sing is First Christmas". She was unfamiliar with it, but once I played her his singing of it - and thus she had now heard it for the first time - she became smitten.
Incidentally, there is no surprise that she had not heard it. After all, the Rogers family themselves, in assembling the posthumous Best of Stan Rogers album, did not think it worthy of inclusion.
Astonishing.
But apparently, there is anecdotal evidence at least, that there were no aspersions being cast by the family regarding its intrinsic quality: simply the fact that it was the one song of his that brought home his most tragic loss in that plane disaster, more painfully than any other.
Those of you who might like further biographical details of this colossal talent, might do worse than read my article on him published in The Living Tradition magazine in 2013.
I hope that First Christmas also becomes an ever-present for you to play on Christmas mornings… wherever you are in the world. It would not be Christmas in our house without it. And that towering voice with gravitas in spades, is the layer-down of the definitive version, alright.
If ever the Stan Rogers versions disappeared from YouTube, I find this version by his fellow Canadian, Jesse Ferguson, the best of the covers…
He is blessed with a true Stan Rogers timbre to the voice, and there is no higher praise. But one wishes he would have tried to inject more of his personality into it, and not so slavishly copy… like he was a tribute act. And his diction could do with some tweaking…
There is a version by the Scots trio The McCalmans on YouTube that takes a lot of unnecessary liberties with the text… changes that improve an already fine lyric not one iota. That said however, I was sad when Ian McCalman and his two colleagues disbanded some 14 years ago… they were a fine band.
* ‘Definite articles’ can be so important. I remember once reviewing a Steve Hicks & Lisa Deaton album and trying to work out what was wrong with their rendition of that magnificent Shaker sacred song, Simple Gifts. It seemed lacking in impact. And then it suddenly came to me…
They were singing... 'tis a gift to be simple, 'tis a gift to be free…
No, no, no...!!! It is not any old gift. It is not ‘a gift’ at all... but ‘THE gift to be simple’... ‘THE gift to be free’...
That was what was wrong in their rendition. This use of the ‘indefinite article’.
They were building their exquisite musical house on foundations of sand… simply because the tiniest of words was sabotaging it.
And I said so, in my review.
And do you know what? Steve had the good grace to write to me to tell me that henceforth they would ensure that this vital three letter word was inserted in their delivery of that wonderful song... one incidentally that the late Rev. Sydney Carter stole the melody of, for his Lord Of The Dance (hearing it in Aaron Copland's Appalachian Spring and thinking it was based on a traditional melody)... and knowing nothing of Joseph Brackett, the Shaker composer of both words and melody.
Photo Credits:
(1) Dai Woosnam,
(2) Stan Rogers,
(3) Jesse Ferguson
(unknown/website);
The McCalmans @
Tønder Festival 2007
(by Walkin' Tom).